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the sad truth is that we’re all missing someone and hoping they’re missing us too
have you ever
laid on your bed at night and just cried?
cried because you’re ugly. because you’re not good enough.
you counted all your flaws from head to toe to punish & feel worse about yourself.
cried because the comments people blurt out, actually hurt your feelings.
cried because nobody understands you & thinks that you’re just a kid.
around people, you are the happiest ray of sunshine.
but nobody knows, that at night when you’re alone you break down & just cry.
I WAS THERE FOR YOU. remember that.
sumpah gue gatau lagi mau gimana, gue kangen banget anjir, gue kangeeeeen sekangen-kangennya, gue ga peduli cowo gue, gue ga peduli temen temen gue, gua ga peduli mereka bilang apa. gue emang ga punya harga diri lagi, gue uda disakitin dan gue masi kangen, gue gatau mau ngomong apalagi. sekarang gue nunggu dia ngecharge hpnya dan itu lamaaaaa banget, sumpah gue pengen banget denger suaranya, gue tau gue seharusnya ga kaya gini, Tuhan maafin gue, gue masi kangen sama dia, gue masi sayang sama dia. gue ga sanggup harus pura-pura lupa lebih lama lagi, gue gakuat pura2 kuat lebih lama lagi, gue bego dan gue tau itu. go to hell with all that i’ve done, i wanna hear his voice, pls come back home and stop this pain tonight!
i remember your city, the eastern block
i remember sleeping in, bathed in light, sleeping deep,
lost in each others embrace, like pieces to a puzzle we never could complete
i remember your city…
we arent the people that we were before,
i barely recognize you.
who you are is nothing that i wanted.
you say im comfortable, yet your calloused hands couldnt keep us together. your hair is growing thin and the seasons are changing. i wish i could cry
I REMEMBER YOUR CITY, AND EVERYTHING YOU MADE IT OUT TO BE,
the warm lights shining through the night.
you sat in your room, in the comfort of your home.
in time you grew proud and finally embraced your name.
now i am thorn in your side. go live in hell.
cowards
im not even sure what im running from anymore
i wont sit by as you run away… but you know how it is. this time of year changes us.
as long nights turn into mornings i still feel alone
im not even sure why im here anymore
WHY RUN FROM WHAT I CANT ESCAPE?the memories are tearing these weeks away
I NO LONGER CARE WHAT YOU LEAVE OR TAKE FROM THE YEARS WE SPENT
i remember the sun lime through the leaves.
i felt i could touch the sky, the ocean with my hands and my feet once planted
this distance between us gives no comfort
I’VE ALREADY FORGOTTEN YOUR NAME!
